my first & greatest love..

i am 18 years old now but i never fall in love with somebody like i fell in love in my first and greatest lover and that's my mother. i owe my own life to her, gifts, material things and even appreciations doesn't enough to give thanks to her. i think the sweetest, priceless gift and offer that i can give up all the things that i had and all people around me if she ask me to do. but i doubt it because all the things that makes me happy are the things that my mother love it too. i have so many regrets, and i wish that God give me more time to do it like saying i love you serving her as long as i can and to spend my rest of my life beside her. i can't live without her, many people are ruining in this world. i wish someday my mother gonna read this this for she knows how important and how i value her in my life..